Being made to feel unattractive or embarrassed by...
I feel like shit.
I hate being a fucking girl.
pussyfordinner: I would be so happy if I were just pretty and skinny.
It’s great to see how many people would care if I died… Pause not. Lol
eutropic asked: You're still living because you're beautiful, smart, loved, full of potential, and blessed. Chin up, gorgeous. Tomorrow's another day. You can do this.
As shallow as this is...
I at least want to look pretty when someone finds me dead, lol.
I can't stop crying.
Someone please, I am begging you, remind me why I’m living.
I just want everything to be normal again. I miss me and him being so in love that nothing else mattered. I miss how him and I used to be at the beginning. I just seem to fuck everything up all the time. Like maybe I’m just not meant to be in love. Or maybe I’m just not meant to be happy at all. Like fuck me right?
Phil is leaving tomorrow for Saskatoon, Red Deer,...
This is the first time we will be away from eachother longer than one day. Wah, I don’t want him to go on tour in June and October. :(